Petrichor

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I can’t remember quite when, but it was only a little while ago that a bit of research led me to the discovery that the word ‘petrichor’ speaks of the wonderful scent that delights us after heavy rain meets soil after a long period of dry weather.

My bare hands have been working in the soil of raised beds until past dusk this evening and – in the liminal spaces that are a happy feature of light gardening – I’ve been aware of three things:

Of petrichor. The soil, loosened, raked and weeded, albeit in the absence of heavy rain, released a quite lovely scent – a touch of coal tar, perhaps a drop of creosote? – something, anyway, that smelled different, healthy, and unusual. I was glad of it.

Of a robin. How is it that robins appear to be talking to us when we set about even minimal works in a garden? This one’s little head cocked from side to side, his tail rocking up and down. He looked thoroughly interested and I don’t quite know how that can be so – how his little face is so expressive. I am glad of it, too.

Of bacteria. Especially of that particular bacteria that soil apparently nurtures – which, I learned last week, when coming into contact with bare human hands, releases dopamine in them. Here, in part, is what makes us happy when we’re pottering about in gardens – along with a wide sky, the scent of the lawn, apple blossoms, green shoots, the gradual stilling of post-dusk birdsong, and yes, the scent of the glad, the perfume – on such an evening – of the gratefully content.

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Grateful

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Okay, I dream in color, but I live in moments
I see the world in stories, so I always told ’em

From
‘Grateful’
Connor Price &
callmestevieray

A friend circulated one of my whatsapp groups with a link to ‘Grateful’ this morning and ‘I see the world in stories’ has stayed with me all day …

We’re all ‘story.’ All living in moments, some of them glorious, some of them utterly tragic, all of them persistently-arising, like flowers pushing their way through concrete towards light. Dreaming in colour, living the moment, and sharing every kind of story, the heartwarming and the heartbreaking – this is what it is to be human, hopefully increasingly humane, and – yes – finding cause to be grateful.

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Connected

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I wonder how many conversations you have been engaged in today? How much eye contact, argument, celebration, compassion, healing, helping, hoping, learning, listening, mourning, speaking, tenderness, touch, understanding, writing?

And I wonder how much distance has been lessened by all of the above? How connected we’re able to feel with our fellow pilgrim-explorers on the face of this beautiful and extraordinary – but complex and sometimes tragic – earth?

To my surprise, I’ve had to revisit my count for the day – there’s been far more connection than I at first recalled when my question arose; and the types and variety of connections have been wide – all covering, so to speak, a lot of ground.

This often astonishing array of worldwide connection is the daily stuff of my life – of our lives. And in each connected dew-drop shimmering in the web there are untold depths and reach of reflection and of prospect. Alone but accompanied, I come to the close of another day aware of many levels of gratefulness – and of love.

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Dance

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The journals of our lives (like this one) are filled with very ‘ordinary’ chapters aren’t they? – accounts of daily life that quite often – very often – feel a tad mundane, on the surface at any rate. And yet somehow, in many of us, there’s still an impulse to record some of our experience of the hours – aide memoire – a tool for later reflection and remembering. And it’s often the ‘ordinary’ stuff that comes most readily to mind.

Walking home, at nearly 10pm on a balmy Edinburgh summer evening that feels like early afternoon – peaceful, happily aware of surroundings that make me feel good, conscious of other walkers headed home, slightly out of breath after the uphill stride to the bus stop. Thinking of contact with a number of family and friends during the course of the day. And of flowers and gardens. And the Poetry Library. Noting the bright Italian restaurant for future possibilities. Grateful for the interested friendliness of the lady bus driver on the 113 for Pencaitland, and the many familiar repetitions of the ‘Stop’ bell and the phrase ‘Thanks. ‘night …’ And from somewhere unseen come strains of ABBA –

I’m nothing special, in fact I’m a bit of a bore

If I tell a joke, you’ve probably heard it before

🎶 (Thank you for the music …)

– and I smile, recognising the sentiment. Yet blood and energy is coursing through my veins. I’ve been engaged in non-verbal connection with other ‘ordinary’ humans for a couple of hours. There’s nothing mundane about the dancing class, nothing boring about a hall full of people glowing and gliding and laughing and smiling and seeing and hearing and feeling their hearts beating in their chests like drums. Hearing car tyres on the cobbles outside – because the windows are open – I’m reminded in this dancing of the ‘ordinary’ dance of life, and my experience of that ordinariness is lifted here. Transformed. This journal, this record, this reflection, remind me that if I move myself, if I’m engaging with others in all the myriad ways I and they might choose to engage – then I’m alive! And aware of that, grateful. Profoundly, warmly thankful.

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